7.23.2008

Wow....

You won't believe this. I know you won't because I'm still having trouble wrapping MY head around it.

I was on the phone with my Lead Actress last night and we talked for a while and made had some great conversation about sexy music and other stuff. While I was talking to her though, she hinted that she wanted to say something, but she wasn't sure she wanted to say it. I told her to take her time and just say whatever it was when she was ready. We continued our conversation until about 2:45am and exchanged our goodnights and got off the phone.

I got up to go put my headset on its dock, and I was walking across the room, I thought about what it could have been that she wanted to say. I had a pretty good idea, but I wasn't sure 100%. So I laid back down in bed, rolled over, and started off to sleep. About 2 minutes later, at precisely 2:51AM, my phone rang. I smiled. I rolled over to look @ the callerID, and there was that gorgeous picture of my Lead Actress. I answered. Her night voice is so sexy and seductive and relaxing. She went on to say that she felt like she was ready to tell me what she wanted to tell me. I rolled back over to get comfortable.

"Okay... ready?"

"Yeah..."

"Okay... here goes..." ...*deep breath*... "I love you."
....

I think I may have literally been glowing. I couldn't get the smile off my face, and my heart just melted. I laughed lightly, and said "I love you, too."

We went on for another 45 minutes back and forth. Every time she said it, I was just laughing with happiness. Both of us were like 2 high school girls who had just met their favorite pop star. It's official. She gave me permission to use the "b-a-b-y word" with her, which is apparently a big deal. And she used it with me. She commented that previous SOs had commented about the way she says it... and let me just affirm that whoever those gentlemen are, they're right. Absolutely right. The way "I love you, baby." rolls out of her mouth is soooooo seductive, it sound like the first time every time you hear it. I haven't been that happy since I can remember. When I got off the phone, I was literally rolling around in my bed laughing. I've never been so happy that I just laughed like that. This girl is bringing about lots of new feelings and emotions I've never known before... She's truly special, and definitely the hottest thing goin - now, and forever.

So yeah, just like that, my Lead Actress has just given me exclusivity. She's mine and all mine, and I'm all hers. And I've got no reason to doubt that this one will be the next and last to wear the crown. Until then, she is the Inimatable Lady of my Court, uncontested and unrivaled by any other.


Leaps and bounds people, we're making leaps and bounds.

Told ya it was gonna get interesting :)


Stay tuned, it only get's better from here...


Ciao,
M.

7.20.2008

Casting is closed!..... Finally!

You've been waiting for it. I've definitely been waiting for it.

Yep! That's right! You guessed it! Casting for the female lead in this movie is now closed. I've reviewed the credentials of this particular candidate and we've finally got to see what she's like on-screen. And let me tell you, I'm very confident in this one. First off, she's gorgeous. Anytime she's on-camera, she just has an energy that lights up the screen. She's given nothing but stellar performances in every role thus far, and I'm suspecting that that won't stop anytime soon. She plays very well on camera and has no problem adding her own spice and flare to a scene. She's far more than I could have ever expected this soon in.

"Details, details!," you say?

Well, after a few months of talking and "missed connections (lol)" me and Bun finally met up for our first date. After a bit of planning we decided on bowling and @ about 8:15 Friday night I headed out to the No-street-light County where she lives. We were scheduled to leave @ 9, and I was late, due to navigation problems. Now what is it with women that no matter how much time they have, they always need "5 minutes."?? Whatever, it was well worth the drive and the wait, as I would soon find out. She finally came down and I put my bag n stuff in her back seat and got in to her car. She was wearing my favorite color, which looked great on her, and from what I could tell in the car lighting she was pretty. After a stop at the bank we made out way to the bowling alley and had some good smalltalk in between. I was very pleased to find out she drives much like I do, and the way she handles her car is quite sexy. I also noticed the music she was listening to, and breathed a slight sigh of relief, as I was slightly worried about her being too conservative for me. Stick a pin in that, we're coming back to it.

We got to the bowling alley and got all set up. I should have checked my email for coupons, cuz I forgot how expensive bowling is when you're not at your home alley. Anyway we got settled in, and I finally got to get a full body, full light, of what this girl looks like. Pictures do her justice, dont get me wrong, but in real life, this girl is absolutely stunning. Especially her face. Her hair is about shoulder length and has a great color with highlights that match her skin tone perfectly. She has radiant smile, and the kind of lips that look luscious even without gloss. Seeing her in person also gave me chance to really see the Filipina in her. You can really see it in her eyes and her nose. Her eyes are seductive, all the time, no matter what face she's making. As far as her body, nice. She wears loose clothes (except her jeans) so I couldn't really get a good read on my favorite part of the female anatomy. However, it was a joy to watch her bowl... she's got nice form. :) And I also noticed that she had very smooth-looking legs. Stick a pin in that we're coming back to it.

So after a very competitive game of bowling that I lost 2-1 (she thinks she lost b/c she never broke 100 and I won the last game), we decided to head back. On the way, she asked me if I'd be coming in, and I said yes. So when we got back, we went in the house and sat down and played with the dog a bit. She fixed me a glass of water and we started watching TV. After a while, she went and changed into a tee and some basketball shorts. Again, loose shirt, couldn't get a clear read. But I would soon find something else to occupy my time. I was playing around in her hair, and then the dog came and parked his head on the opposite side of me. So she reaches her foot over me to kick him away, and I see this girl's leg sitting in my lap. I'm not a leg guy. Not at all. But this girl's legs just looked like... I don't even know, but eventually I had her lay with both her legs across my lap and I started running my hands over them. It was like running your hands over solid cream. It was so smooth, in all directions. She's a walking advertisment for whatever razor she uses. And they were thick, yet firm and athletic. It was like nothing I had seen or touched before. I know I must have rubbed this girls legs for like an hour. Not that she wasn't enjoying it, because she was. And the way she says thank you after I've given her a compilment, the way she says it is such a turn-on. Ah, that's another thing. She's from a lot of different places, so she doesn't have any one accent. She says a lot of different words different ways depending on the mood. Very cute. Anyways so after a while, she decided to move over to the sofa with me. So I went over and got into position and she layed on top of me back to me. We chilled like that for a bit, and I discovered that her whole body is smooth. So after a while she took the back cushion off the couch to give her more room and she lay down next to me with her head on my shoulder like she was going to sleep. She's very nice to hold in any position. She's not super-skinny, nor is she fat so she has curves and her body is very soft. So I was just rubbing her arms and she layed there enjoying the smell of my cologne (Obsession Night was a good choice after all), when she did something that raised my eyebrow a bit. I has told her about this in an earlier phone conversation, so maybe she was calling my bluff, but as she lay there next to me in my arms, she asked me in the softest, sweetest voice to run my fingers through her hair. I smirked on the inside. I'm fond of running my fingers through hair, and not to toot my own horn, but I'm pretty good at it. So okay, I decided to have some fun. (Take notes). So I started off with just a casual run, not touching her head at all. As if I was just trying to detangle it. Then, a sweeping cascading motion maybe grazing the scalp by accident. On a side note, earlier I was playing with her hair on the other couch and brushed my fingertips and her hair along her neckline and she jumped away from me and started shivering... yeah... So next we get into the scalp. Brush from the front and wrap around the back, brush off at the nape behind the ear... this is a huge tease and good prep for the next one. The next brush is a technical one because it involves using different finger for different things. Start brushing lightly through, close to the ear. As you wrap around, get the finger closest to the ear and just lightly touch the top of the ear as you brush around to the back of her neck. Brush off, but not as quickly as last time. Slow down, so she can savor it, and then lift directly off. Keep doing this, each time moving your ear finger and little bit further behind the ear, until your brushing the part where the ear meets the head. Now, her face will be dead giveaway by this point if you're doing this right. But sometime you can't see her face (I don't even like to look). Pay attention to her breathing and her entire body. Her breaths should be relaxed but erratic, from the gasping. Her shoulder should tense up - when this happens make the brush a bit firmer until they relax a bit. She may also be rubbing her thighs against each other (or you, depedning on how shes laying) and her feet will playing footsie with each other. At this point, you can now do a variety of things, and she probably wont mind any of them, if you've played right up to this point. I decided to stay in the hair with a finishing brush. Similar to the last one, lightly touching the ear as we go around, but in the back of her neck we stop and make a firm circle or two, and then wrap all the way down and brush out lightly on the neck (from earlier, yep). Poor thing didn't know what to do with herself. After a couple times doing that, she threw in the towel and sat up to catch her breath and gain her composure. So she laid back down after a bit and was still talking to be about it, and I looked down and noticed that her neck was open. I belw on it and she jumped up and said she was going over to the other couch. It was so cute. But... before she went there she tried me. Tried me very hard, too. I like the way she plays. Very similar to my style and loads of fun. As she was going over me to get off the couch she stopped in the middle of her move and was sitting on top of me cowgirl, though she tried to not make it obvious because she kind of froze her self mid-move and her upper body was still to the side. I looked at her in a way to acknowledge her trying me, and she resumed her climb. It was so funny, yet so sexy at the same time. We both were playing our own little hard flirting games and having fun doing it. I had already said I wasn't going to go all the way there with her on the first date, but the way things were going it could have very well happened. She tested me one final time before I decided that it was super-late and I should head out before I fall alseep there and her people get back in from their vaca. So I admitted defeat to her little test, and she told me I sucked (lol, in a playful way) and she walked me out. She came down to my car and I started it up and got back out and we stood there. She asked me about this little moment the night after when were having our postgame about the night (which was something else I like about her). I stood there with her and we hugged for a good little bit and when we pulled away, I was running though my mind if I shoud kiss her or not. I'm really suprised I didn't, as sleepy and incoherant as I was. But before I had the change to think about it too much she grabbed my face and kissed me right on my cheek. I was too tired to be shocked at this point, but it did wake me up a little bit. She just kind of took it, too. In afterthought: I was slightly disappointed in myself because I should have just kissed her, but sort of turned on because she kind of stole that one from me. She's got some fight in her... and I like that. :D (Batman). It won't happen again though. The first date is over, and she's had her best-girl-friend-tell-me-everything consultation and come up with her game plan, so now I have to be serious.

I'm SO looking forward to this. I've never had one with this much energy and that plays this well. I enjoy her and she enjoys me, just as we are. She's smart and makes great conversation. She's a good girl and a bad girl at the same time and has mastered command over them both. She's a proper lady when the time calls, and sweet enough to bring home to the folks. Though, I'm curious to see how far her bad girl side goes, because I get the feeling I only got the tip of the iceberg. She thinks she's yet to see my true colors. She has seen them, just not ALL of them. Theres a couple more hues in the crayon box that don't get used very often. I think she might be the first to see them in a long time. I thought that she was super-conservative and I was wrong about that. HOW wrong remains to be seen :) But with us both wearing our war paint and game faces, the next scenes in this movie should be VERY interesting.


Ah, and I've been named "The Professional", after the movie. Honored by this, I'm changing the name again, from "Bun" to "The Lead Actress." She's making leaps and bounds, huh?

Stay tuned...

Ciao,
M.

6.29.2008

She has a name... and a speed dial number :)

Yes, it's true. The beautiful young lady who has been previously been mentioned as the Filipina, has made speed dial #2. Now for those of you who don't know (which is none of you), speed dial #2 is reserved for the important lady in my life. And of course, she couldn't be that important and not have a more official name the "Filipina."That said, due to the many caking references that have been made around our relationship and conversations we had, she has thus been deemed "Bun."

She's awesome :) She's got the coolest personality, and has great conversation. So we'll see where this one goes. It's been so great this far, and I'm really looking forward to the pursuit :)


Cheers Bun,
M.

6.09.2008

VA Roadtrip - Sunday

What a time! So Sunday I woke up and finally got mom up out of the bed. After stirring around for a bit, we decided to go see her best friend from way back, since she was right up the street from Grampa's house. So we got to her house and man-oh-man. ./fadeway BALLIN! You know me - sucker for houses and cars. Nice-size corner-lot house and a BMW, Hummer, and a Benz in the driveway. My first question was "What is SHE doing!?" So her and mom saw each other and went back to middle school for like 5 minutes, screaming and hugging at each other. But it was good to see her though, I can't even remember the last time I saw her. She still looked the exact same and has the same voice and accent. Shoot if that BMW didn't belong to her man, I might try to wife her :) lol j/k. So we chilled there for a bit and talked and hung out. It really was a good time seeing her again.

So me and mom decided it was time to go get something to eat, since it was pretty late in the day and we hadn't eaten. We decided on IHOP and headed to the nearest one. So we go there, got a table, and ordered our food. We started talking and literally 6 minutes later, here come our food. I was like WTF? I always have a Belgian waffle and had particularly been craving one today. So I ordered that along with the smokehouse combo which includes sausage, eggs, and hash browns. Mom ordered the same except with some kind of healthy pancakes. So both our sausage was not done, the has browns were raw, my waffle was completely destroyed (how do u mess up a waffle!?), and moms pancakes were not cooked all the way through. Nothing was cook, except (maybe) the eggs. So of course, we asked politely for them to take it back and bring us new food. Honestly if I was the waitress, I wouldn't have even bought the food out like that. I wish I had taken a picture - it was disgraceful. So the food goes back and mom and I start talking again. She looks up and directs my attention to a waitress @ the food window eating sausage off a plate and licking her fingers clean. She was shortly after joined by one of her co-workers. Strike 2. So a few minutes later our food comes back. Wow. Why is there a chunk out of my sausage? Why is there a cut in my moms sausage? Why are my eggs brown? Oh! Because this is the SAME food thats been thrown back on the grill and then mixed up when brought back!!! Can you believe that? I mean seriously... We spoke to the manager and left for my aunt's house. I dropped mom off there and called up my bestest friends to see if they were ready to meet up. My little cousin wanted to tag along so we headed over to the good ol' west end. I got there and knocked on the door. The nostalgic bark of Demi was gone (rest her soul... she was a good dog), but Mama McCarthy answered the door and wow! She cut her hair. I never thought I'd see the day. Other than that though, everything was the exact same. I got in and there was Erin. I was so happy to see her, because it's been such a long time since I last saw her. She's quite the little hottie lol, with the same red hair, and a sexy little raspy voice :) So we chilled and talked and caught up. And as I sat in the living room - I noticed everything was in the exact same place as it's always been. The same TV, same stack of VHS tapes, same lamp, same everything. It was soooo crazy. Then I noticed this beautifully airbrush acoustic guitar, and it dawned on me - they ALL play guitar. Erin's a singer/songwriter now, just like her mom, so that masterfully painted guitar was a birthday present to her from her mom. Pat got there and it was a good 2 hours of reminiscing after that :) It was so great to see all of them. When I finally learn to play guitar, Erin's gonna come down to ATL and play with me in Lil Five lol. So I dropped my little cousin off @ work and headed north for Stafford, to my Dad's house.

So I got there, and had dad look @ Shiro, cuz I didn't think she was doing so good on the road the whole trip. So we were all into it, and all of a sudden the light we were using went off, and so did the driveway light. A few minutes later, my youngest brother comes out of the house to tell us all the lights just went out. And this started a classic scene of suburban American neighborhoods:
A few houses down on the other side of the street a guy comes out of his house, and the guy nextdoor to him comes house. The first guy yells "Yall's power go out!?" "Yep!," replies the neighbor. The lady across the street on the corner from dad come out on her deck and yells down the street to the two guys "Ya'll got power!?" "Nope," they reply. Says the lady: "And I was just trying to toast a bagel!" "Oh so its YOUR fault then!," one of the neighbors replies, jokingly. Yuk-yuk-yuk - they all laugh it up. I was just smiling at the spectacle. My dad made it down to the end of the driveway and joined the conversation. "Looks like the power's out," he says to all the neighbors. Another guy come out from his house just as dad says that: "Yep, I was microwaving popcorn, and all-a-sudden the lights went out!" Dad joins in on the jokes: "Oh, so you're the reason the power went out!" "Guilty," the guy replies. Ha-ha-ha; they all laugh it up. It was so great. I was cracking up on the inside. The kind of stuff you only see in the movies. I can't wait lol. My stepmom came back eventually with ice cream, and within the hour there was a soccor game going under carlight, and the ice cream was being served out of the back of my oldest little brother's SUV. Someone even came around and was like "We just came back from buying illegal fireworks, you guys wanna light some off?" I'm like seriously!? How coincidental can you get!? Oh and I met my little sister's boyfriend. I was gonna deck him, just to get him in line - then I found out he's a BMW guy; drives a 5 series. I couldn't deck an upstanding young fellow like him :) And they seem to to get along well. My sister's probably more the antagonist anyway, lol.

So after that was all said and done, we ate dinner in the house and played some Boggle, then headed to bed. The power came back on right around midnight. Shortly after, bed.

6.08.2008

My Trip Back To VA - Friday and Saturday

Hey all,

It's been a bit. So I went to VA, and it was quite a trip. It almost didn't happen though...

Friday morning was supposed to be smooth sailing; had it all planned out. Downtown to get paycheck and back by 9:30. hair @ 10, out @ 1:30. So I get downtown and GSU has miraculously deposited my paycheck into someone else's account! Brilliant! Especially considering I don't have direct deposit. That threw my whole morning off. Of course, politics and red tape wouldnt allow them to just cut me a check and so I waited to see if they would get it resolved. Needless to say my hair appointment got canceled. No dreads. Ugh...

But we eventually got on the road to North Carolina. I was a little worried about Shiro, but she got us there, and with good gas mileage to boot! Since we left so late, I decided to stay in North Carolina with mom and leave in the morning for VA. Mom convinced me
to stay in NC until she was done with my little cousin's graduation (I couldn't go because since I wasn't planning on going, I didn't bring proper attire) and take her with me to VA so she could attend my Granny's 80th birthday party, which I thought was a rather optimal solution. I got to see a lot of family on my mom's side that I hadn't seen in a while and give my little cousin some good off-to-college advice. Good kid, he's got a full ride to study architectural engineering by the Air Force. So anyway we took some BBQ to go, and mom and I headed off to VA with a prayer. Oh, forgot to mention - I got $200 in graduation money! God will certainly make a way, huh?

We got to VA just a little late, but still in good time. Granny's birthday party was more like a family reunion. They had T-Shirt's and everything. And of course, everybody in Richmond was there; and of course, they were all related to me somehow ???? I don't think I'll ever understand the family tree. My stepmom seems to have a pretty firm grasp of it though. So she was helping me out with the people who were congratulating me on graduation and saying they hadn't seen me in a long time (I don't remember seeing them EVER, but hey - whatever lol).

Anyways it was a very nice event. Afterwards I called up the High Lady and arranged our usual movie date. I took mom to Grampa's house and got myself cleaned up, then I headed for the High Lady. She was beautiful as usual, but I found myself a little less concerned with that than normal - probably something to do with Filippina (for another post). We went to see Kung Fu Panda, which turned out to be an AWESOME movie! I wasn't looking forward to it at all, other than spending time with the High Lady. But it was funny, and the action was off the chain. Great movie for all ages. So after the movie was over, and I was waiting on the High Lady to go to the bathroom, I decided to call Filipina. I had txted her when the movie started to tell her I was in the movies and I'd call her when I got out. She answered the phone sounding sleepy. When I commented on it and asked why she was still up, she replied "...'cuz I was waiting for you..." Melted my heart... adorable :)

So I took the High Lady back home and exchanged pleasantries and stuff and went back to grampa's house. It took me FIFTEEN minutes to wake mom up to let me in the house lol. I was a little irate, cuz even @ 1AM it was hot as all outdoors in VA.

Bed.

6.02.2008

Pre Roadtrip Update

Why hello everyone!

So Friday I'm roadtripping back to VA for a few days. Just wanted to update on M-life before I set out.

School: What school!? HA! j/k... I've officially graduated (I checked my grades) AND I passed my field study class with a B!! $1000 scholarship FTW!!!

Cars: Shiro is fixed and insured, and hopefully ready to take the trek to VA and back. With gas prices soaring, I'm starting to rething the M3... but I want it SO BAD! May get a 1-series until we get this whole fossil fuel thing under control.

Romance/Relationships: Me and the Fillipina are still talking :) She likes me :) She plays video games and shops at EB :) First date is slated for Incredible Hulk release day, though she will not confirm the date. I'm a little wary due to that, and the fact that it's Friday 13... not to say that im superstitious, but sometimes u just dont wanna chance stuff, ya know? Anyways I can't wait to finally hook up with this girl in the physical world. She makes great conversation and did I mention she is drop-dead gorgeous? Cute personality too :)

Friends: Well, all my friends that went poof during the whole Drama Queen Fiasco are now my friends again, including the Drama Queen (only apparently she's not a Drama Queen anymore, so I guess I'll have to come up with another name for her... hmmm MySpace Girl is fitting seeing as thats where we met and never made it past there... so yeah MySpace Girl, though I doubt she'll be mentioned again). Also, one of my friends form high school in VA has moved to Atlanta! And apparently he's still quite prolific and plays WoW (which truly speaks to the addicting power of WoW - this guy def. didn't strike me as the WoW type). But yeah he's here, trying to do it big and claim his little piece of the American Dream like we all are.

Ah, and the First Lady of our little band of thugs (the first cool girl we met in college and invited into our inner circle), Roses has finally had her baby! Isabella "Izzy" Theodore is the little one's name, and we welcome her to this world with much love and blessings. I'll post a pic if I can get one.

M: I'm getting my head above water again, financially speaking, and hopefully I won't sink again. Hopefully I can get on dry land and stay there, maybe build a house out of hundred-dollar bills.... But all is well in the world of M. Life after undergrad is eh. I'm trying to become a teacher here in GA, which is harder than one would think... But I'll do a separate post about that.

My roadtrip to VA should be fun. I talked to my two first best friends in the whole wide world and we're gonna get together and hang out, which I'm really looking forward to. Now that me and the High Lady are on good terms, I'll surely be hanging out with her. And It's my Granny's birthday so I'll enjoy that :) The following weekend is my little bro's graduation from high school, which I'm going to miss b/c I have to be back in GA for work, unfortunately. I really wanted to go, especially since they all came down for my graduation.

And, if all goes well, I'll be heading to Japan two week after I get back! ./fingers crossed!





Ciao,
M.

5.15.2008

A Little Bit on the High Lady

Hmm... yeah this needs to hurry up and get out of my system. Well, where to start? The High Lady, formerly known as The Former, formerly known as The Princess. What can I say? I was in love with the girl for as long as I can remember. It should be about 11 years this year. She's my best friend, truly my best friend. She knows me like no one else does. We've never dated, never slept with each other, and only kissed twice. But she is a piece of my heart.

Well last year close to this time (read back to my VA trip when I got my car, Shiro) we kind of came to a crossroads as to what to do about us. We loved each other. I loved her, she loved me. But she was not ready to move forward. And because of circumstances behind that - we went our separate ways. I was hurt. Very hurt. So was she. She is the origin of the title Princess. I was 100% sure that I was going to marry this girl. And when this happened and we parted ways, I erased that title from my world, as I did every memory of her and us - all stored to the back of mind. It took a long time but, using my anger and disappointment as fuel, I successfully managed to lock her away... and thus was born The Former.

Well you can look back and see what happened to bring her back in my world, into my Court as a High Lady. And she was here for my graduation. So what now? Well that's what I wanted to touch on. Things worked out that she stayed with me during her visit here this past weekend. I already mentioned that when I started talking to her again I realized how much of a friend she really was, and well she really knew me. But that doesn't begin to touch the surface of who this girl really is. When she was a Princess, she rightfully deserved that title.

Let me say this - you can appreciate something 100% when you have it. I think thats possible. BUT, if you take that thing away, and even oppose that thing for a period of time; when that thing comes back into your life you appreciate it far beyond 100%. It's a whole new level that you cant realize until that thing is taken away from you and put back. Now mind you, "the breakup" last summer was the 3rd time she has left and somehow made it back into my life. When she got here in Atlanta, she just fell right back into place, as if the previous year had not even happened. And I paid attention to every little detail while she was here - and I understood then why it was that I loved her so much. The way she carries herself, the way she acts around me, everything about her is a perfect fit to me. She doesn't see the little things because it's who she is, but I do. And she's grown up too. I've watched her grow up for many, many years. I've seen her though nearly every one of her phases, and I have to say that I'm proud of her. She's dealt with a lot - and to see her grow into the mature, strong, smart young lady she is today is heartwarming for me. She's my best friend. She will always be my best friend. I trust her with anything, as she does me.

So what does all that mean? Well, it means that there's definitely a part of me that still loves her. It's not nearly as big a part of me as it was before. It does sometimes bother me that we aren't together - but not nearly as much as it used to. I have moved on from the person I was a year ago. And I'm not going back to being that person. There will not be a girl that can replace her bit for bit - that's a given, but a few show potential of being crowned. And what does this mean for them, the girls I date? Nothing. It means I have a best friend who I used to be in love with and who used to be in love with me - nothing more than that. I have moved on from those days and I'm looking for a new leading lady in this movie that is my life. The High Lady and I could end up together - but it's unlikely because we're at different points in our lives. But as I said, she will always be my best friend, no matter what happens. Thus is the existence of the High Lady., and the nature of our relationship.





Ciao,
M.